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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
feeling so tired of jc life. but this is what i have chosen. come on wilson you had fought this journey for 8 mnths and surely u arent giving it up right. come on you can do it. don forget ur aim, scholar of tpjc.
goal; 9:14:00 PM
just watch a classic match between man utd and liverpool. and i found out we truly need ruud van nistelrooy, the player with a touch of goal. where is the pacy ryan giggs which make defenders dizzy? where is the bombarder scholes whose shot a keper would be afraid of. come on man utd show me another era. hargreaves is there to replace keane. vidic is there to replace jaap stam. ben foster is there to replace our all mighty peter schmicheal. ronaldo is there to replace beckham, though they are different players. nani is there to replace giggs, though he is much slower. but tevez is not there to replace van nistelrooy. and please take away that ferdinand and play pique/evans. i and sick of him. bring in gibson. come on man utd, bring yourself to a greater height. we have faith in you.
goal; 7:03:00 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
HEART TO HEART AT STURBUCKS
Such an unearthly hour to blog. Just reach home after a heart to heart talk at starbucks. The talk really makes me think alot, letting me know that this bunch of friends are so damn important to me. It brings back to the PAE period, where I was all alone in Mi, a new environment, with so many unfamiliar faces. And I sat in the canteen, and i feel so different. Gone are the days which we were so happily having our break. Gone are the days which we would discuss which girl is chio. Gone are the days which we would play the staring games the the sports class. Gone are the days which we would make a din at the canteen. The feelings are just not there, it let me know that how much i treasure all of you, how much i love all of you, that you all are part of my life. Do you all know how much i miss all of you during that period of time, the days were toturing, so difficult to pass with, it was just unbearable. But luckily, soccer do really bring us back together, and i am just gladful that there is soccer, which really give us fond memories, and i am sure we will treasure each of everyone more from now on. Heart to heart at starbucks is just so emotional, so truthful. I appreciate it alot, even though I was whacked for returning home late, I will not regret at all, but treasure it even more. It let me know how childish I am, how foolish I am. Childish for creating attention wherever I go, childish for harming people emotionally and physically, childish for being so irritationg to people, childish for not caring about people's feeling. Foolish for not learning my mistakes, foolish for indulging in it, foolish for bringing this image along for the past five years. I am so sorry people. I am so sorry for hurting you all, i am so sorry for my childishness and foolishness. I know I have hurt alot of you people, but i really dont mean it. I just feel that that is not the real me. I am just sick of faking a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. I am sick of carrying this image of me which i had created since sec 1 till now. I just feel that it wasnt the real me. I really do not mean to be like this. I am not good with words, but people do give me a chance. Give me a chance to change for a better. Give me 1 week, and you will see the real wilson.
goal; 1:28:00 AM