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Saturday, February 23, 2008
BLIND
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
goal; 2:57:00 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
HOPES DANGLE ON A STRING
first day taking a bus ride to school and back home alone. wth i dont like the feeling. and yess i was stupid to wait the the busstop, hoping for my phone to ring and "c.j calling" appearing on my screen. and yess when i finally accept the truth and board the bus, i did not give up hopes and miracle and surge to the back to see whether you all are there not. truth hurts, and it seriously does so. ahhh i so bloody miss you all people. appeal back to tpj k? i know i am being selfish, but these show how much i love you all isnt it. progess test on going, and it's getting hell out of me.
i'm here without you. gosh, i think i am i in love with you.
goal; 6:54:00 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
A NEW JOURNEY AWAITS
on the 7th Jan 2008, a bunch of 23 people came together to form 08s06. fun loving they are, always so special and crappy. the days we had together were filled with thrills and joys. but on this very fateful day, 19 Feb 2008, the chapter of this fairytale has closed. everyone gotta moved on their next journey. thanks 08s06. thanks for bringing so much joy and laughter to my life, thanks for bearing for my crappy antics and everything. you know you guys rock, and no class can ever be the same as you. this class just seems so special to me, it is just sensational. it have definitely change me and help to shape out my future. i will misss you all badly, i will miss all the hotdog days, the club sandwich chiongings, the asshole taitees and bloody knuckles, the cold jokes and chill it out sessions. i know that it will not be the same anymore, but let's just keep in contact and have outings often, cos 1 day i believe we will continue on chapter 2 in our fairytale=). thanks friend. charmaine sherrie joshua genia gaurav chekkai jianming jessica, i will so miss you all, lets have squah sessions soon k=).
C.J 17=)
CHARMAINE JANE KOH LYE PENG, happy birthday! haha bimbo! you know you have been my best friend for the pae=). i know it sounds corny lar, but thanks for always being there for me whenever i need someone and always bearing with my antics. but you did also burn me k! thanks for the bus rides to school/home and thanks for the joy you brought to me. thanks char, thanks for being you=). if you need me i will also be there for you too=). i will so bloody miss you. miss all your bimbotic moments, the journey home, the walks to florida, everything. argh let's meet up soon k=). and i want my pencil case! love you lots best friend=)
yu guo le, you caihong!
goal; 7:04:00 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
what the hell i am just feeling so fustrated and battered. i seriously dont know what to do now, what will be my decision. it's not that i wanna skip anything. it's just that i really tied down to alot stuff. schoolwork, the upcoming progress test is getting the hell out of me. cca, just everything in my life seems to go against. and the flooding of emails just worsen everything. what the hell la i know there are consequences to my actions. and i told you all i am willing to face it. you know this stuff just isnt on my priority list. my batch of pae friends are like leaving next week, and you want me to sacrifice them for you just for the two days of shit, sorry, no way. you can call me irresponsible or what, but i CHERISH friendship more than anything. i want to spent these last days with all my friends, charmaine sherrie jianming joshua genia garauv mengseng yeokfei aliya everyone, cant i? sorry i just cant take it anymore. my bottle is full and i gotta rant it all out. if you think i am a bloody joker who is just a happy go lucky chap and is surprised by all this, sorry friend you dont know me. i'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life, you think i like to be a joker of the class and bring laughter to the class. do you think i like the consequences that i gotta face after all these? i dont and i hate it, but i just want my friends out there to live happily and not like me. i want them to leave with happy memories, that they have a wonderful cg with so much fun and laughter, and not a dull pae. argh. everything is just getting hell out of me. i can even have a peaceful resting place, a place for me to cool down, all i have to resort to ranting over here. wilson koh just what the hell are you doing. i dont know.
goal; 11:42:00 PM
